Day 2

I did not do well today with my betterbride plan. My mother had a few people over for the holiday. I am 27 and yes I still live with my parents, and she had some unhealthy foods and of course my drink of choice, beer. Although I am so grateful for my parents and all they do I sometimes wish I did not live here because of all the food they do have around the house. It is so tempting. I am looking forward to when I move out before the wedding when the temptation will not be there as much. Although I did not eat well, I did do a killer exercise. It was for 20 minutes with Cindy Whitmarsh and one of her DVD’s. She is so great and you work hard and feel it during it but for the most part it is fun and not boring. I recommend her work outs to anyone and they work well and it is not long. My legs were already feeling like jello when I tried to stand up. I really enjoy working out for it just me feel good and more energy. Another reason for my betterbride plan. I want more energy for planning the wedding, for waking up and wanting to take a shower in the morning and just the energy to making my image better. Today I decided my goal is to loose 50 pounds. 50 pounds will bring me to the lowest weight I have been in my adult age. I was 50 pounds less when I was 22 years old. I know I can do this and I want to so bad. Holidays are hard to be able to accomplish this but just have to fight through.